my search has finally ended!!!
some awesome sticks from @usaf06 ! ive been searching for months to try and find an angel's share to no avail, until today!! im truly ecstatic to finally get my hands on one! on top of that, he sends me (quite) a few other gems that I cant wait to try, including the antidote!! ive had the historian once before and was just recently saying how I wanted to try a second one. by pure chance, he happened to send me one. lots in here I haven't tried before. thank you so much brother! but now im gonna have to kick your as$ ;P